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| Topic Started: Jul 18 2008, 07:49 AM (494 Views) | |
| atwtfan | Jul 18 2008, 07:49 AM Post #1 |
Jake loves me! *thud*
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Title:One Mistake Chapter:3 Rating:PG-13 Summary: The aftermath of Luke confessing Characters:Luke, Noah, Steve Genre:Angst,Drama Warnings:SC Disclaimer: This site is no way associated with "As the World Turns", CBS, P&G, or Van Hansis and Jake Silbermann. This is not for profit. No copyright infringement is intended. Authors submit and write their own work. It was 2:30 in the morning and Luke was sitting in the oversized chair in their bedroom. His eyes were bloodshot from all the crying he had done. He was physically and emotionally exhausted and all he wanted to do was sleep. He thought about going to bed, but he couldn’t. He looked over at the bed. It was still perfectly made from when Noah had fixed it this morning. Noah always made the bed perfectly. It was just part of his military up bringing. Luke just stared at the king size bed. If Noah wasn’t there to lay next to him, he didn’t want to be in it. Luke just put his elbows on top of his knees and his head in his hands. "What have I done?" Luke thought to himself. Luke decided to watch tv or maybe the tv was watching him. Who knows. Luke was in such a daze. He had this overwhelming feeling of heaviness over him. He kept picturing the scared look on Noah’s face when he told him. He remembered that look when Winston had caught them kissing. It was a look of sheer terror. "And I put that look on his face. How could I do that?" All of a sudden a video came on tv and the words hit Luke like a ton of bricks. Unbreak my heart, say you love me again Undo this hurt that you caused when you walked out of the door and walked out of my life Uncry these tears. I’ve cried so many now Unbreak my heart. Luke was so distraught that he began to sob. Noah looked at his watch. It was 2:30 a.m. He rubbed his eyes and face. He wanted to go home, but his hurt feelings just wouldn’t let him. He had been thinking about Luke all night. He had left the their townhome at 8 and here it was six hours later and he was still hurting, and fuming. Noah ended up at his office. He was just sitting at his desk with the computer on. "How could he do this to me? I’ll bet he’s worried. He called like 20 times. I’m not calling him. Fuck him!" Noah said out loud. Noah knew it was mean and selfish of him to say that, but that’s what he was feeling. Hurt. Rejected. Unloved. He had enough hurt from his father. He didn’t want Luke to hurt him, but he did. Noah was fighting back tears. He breathed in and said, "Be a man Mayer. Be a man." He tried to breath in again, but it didn’t work and the tears just started to flow. Noah composed himself and decided to do a little editing. He was going to do anything to get Luke off of his mind. He would start to do some work and images of Luke would just pop in his head. He loved Luke’s smile. It always made his heart skip a beat. Then another image of Luke and Mike popped into his worried head. He was seeing Mike pound into Luke’s ass and he would say, "Fuck!" He would hit his head thinking that some how that would get the image out. "Noah, are you alright?" Steve asked. Noah nearly jumped out of his skin. "Oh I didn’t know anybody else was here." Noah said. "Well I just came to do a little editing. What are you doing?" Steve asked. "The same." Noah replied. Noah kept his head down so that Steve couldn’t see that he had been crying. Steve was an editor just like Noah. He was a 6' 1 handsome black man. He reminded Noah of Darryl Stephens. Steve had hazel eyes though. He was absolutely gorgeous. Steve was a happy gay man that had been with the studio for over 4 yrs. He was the one that showed Noah all the ropes when he first arrived. Steve had always thought Noah was cute, but he knew he had a boyfriend and he never pressed the issue with Noah. He was respectful of Luke and Noah’s relationship. "Are you sure that you are alright?" Steve asked again. Steve could hear the trembling in Noah’s voice when he was talking. "No.....,not really........ Steve..... how do fix a broken heart?" Noah’s voice was quivering and the tears had started to flow. "My heart is breaking right now and all I want is for my heart to be fixed." Steve had never seen Noah like this. Noah had always been quiet. He never wore his emotions on his sleeves. Steve walked over to Noah and gave him a huge hug. Noah just broke down in the handsome man’s arms. He really wanted to be in Luke’s arms. Luke’s arms always made him feel wanted, safe, and secure, but Luke was the one that hurt him. Noah just cried in Steve’s arms for about 5 minutes. He realized what he had done and he quickly jumped away from Steve. "I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to dump on you like that." Noah said through gasps of air. "Noah, it’s ok. I’m your friend. You know that. I’ve always liked you." Steve said to Noah. "Always?" Noah asked while wiping his tears away. " I shouldn’t be doing this. You are hurt and confused right now. I don’t want to play on your vulnerabilities." Steve uttered. "It’s ok. I always thought that you were cute." Noah answered back. "Really? I didn’t think that I would be your type." Steve said as he inched closer and closer to Noah. Soon Steve and Noah were face to face. Steve had always wanted this. To have Noah this close to him was sheer pleasure for Steve. Noah could feel Steve’s breath on his mouth. Steve just kept staring into those blue eyes. He had always loved that about Noah. Noah leaned in and went for a kiss. Steve didn’t hesitate and started to kiss Noah back. The kissing started off slow, but then turned fast and hard. The men were pawing at each other like animals. Noah just wanted to feel good. He just wanted to stop hurting. He just wanted to stop feeling like the world had just ended. Soon Steve and Noah were laying on Noah’s desk. It was 3:45 a.m when Luke thought he heard a noise. It woke him up out of his sleep. He had only been sleep for 45 minutes. He just dismissed it, but then he heard it again. It was keys unlocking the door. "Noah’s come home!" Luke thought. Noah walked into the bedroom and turned the lamp on. He saw Luke sitting in the oversized chair. His hair was a mess, his face was all red and he still looked good to Noah. "I’m glad you came back." Luke whispered. "I almost didn’t." Noah whispered back. Luke had a thousand questions, but he didn’t want to push so he just sat there staring at Noah. "Luke, we have to talk." |
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| Felicia | Jul 18 2008, 08:35 PM Post #2 |
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*wipes away tears* Ohhh, Noah  I bet next chapter is going to filled with angst and heartache too, hu? But you know I love it 
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| atwtfan | Jul 19 2008, 05:59 PM Post #3 |
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Jake loves me! *thud*
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Thanks Felicia! 
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| Sandy Rhoades | Dec 5 2008, 02:11 AM Post #4 |
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This is soo awesome!!! Sandy 
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